Angel

Taken Away

2004-09-29T18:45:00.000-07:00

What do you do when someone you love or care about that is taken away from you. Whether they are taken away by death, seperation, or anything else. Its hard on someone to understand why this happens to them. Here I have had my the love of my life taken away from me by war. I think this was really hard on me because we have never been apart for very long. I some how have managed to get throguh this so far. I just keep thinking to my self you have made it this far, you can do just one day at a time. When it comes to death that is the hardest thing to happen to anyone. I jsut had a friend who lost there two year old boy. I cant imagen what they are feeling right now. I think I would die if I lost my kids. Your kids are supose to burrie you not the other way around. My heart broke when he told me what had happened. This may sound bad, but the only thing at that time that I could think about was thank god it wasnt my kids. For any body who takes life for granted, stop what you are doing. Look back on everything you have and be greatfull that you have it. Before you walk out your door tell the people that you love that you love them. It might be the last time.

I know for me I thank god for what I have and that my husband( the love of my life) is ok fighting for our freedom. When he gets back I will hold him till the day that I die. So from now on tell the people that you care about thank and give them a big hug. Life is short live it to its fullest. I cant wait for my husband to get back so we can start over again. Like it was the beging. Take care all. BIG HUGS. XOXOXOXOXXOXO

Why Is It.....

2004-09-19T10:35:00.000-07:00

Why is it when you say something it can come out total wrong. I know for me when ever I try to say something it can come out wrong. I feel like people dont even want me around cause I am not as smart as them or the group of people they are hanging out with. Why is it that people have to say things to you that hurt. Here I have a husband who has friends that dont even like me. I just want to know why that is. And why is that I cant even prove to them that I am not the person they think I am. I feel alone sometimes and I dont want to feel like that anymore. Yea I have a couple of friends but i still want my husbands friends to like me as well, so I dont feel out of place when they are around. Maybe someday that will all change. I just hope it can start before my husband gets back from this war.

When Life Throws You A Curve

2004-09-18T09:39:00.000-07:00

When life throws you a curve what do you do. It has been my experience that when ever life does this to me I stop and wounder why is this happening to me. Then it comes to me. It is happening cause one of two things, 1. It will teach me something and 2. It will make me a stronger person in the long run. I always wanted to know why some of things that I have been through happened to me. Why couldnt it be some else. What did I ever do to deservie it, but once I got through I was glad it happened to me. Now Im not saying everthing goes like this but at least you can learn from it no matter what happens. If you are in a relationship with someone and life throws you a curve, dont give up stick together and you will be able to over come it. I know I have said this before but Shark and I have had tons of curves throwen into our marrage, but each time when I think this will be the end of our marrage something happens and we get past it. Lord know we still have a lot of curves that we will have to fast later in life. Heck we are going through one right now with him being over at a war. Now tell me that isnt a huge curve. Yes we have had some problems with this last curve but we have managed to get thorugh it. Just do me a favor never give up on anything and always remember it will past in time.

Love

2004-09-15T18:18:00.000-07:00

Love can be a joyous thing in life. True love only comes once in lifetime. So when you find true love treat it right. Of course it takes work to make it last. No matter what life will through out to you, as a team you have to learn how to work through it together in order to make it work. Honesty is the first and for most important thing in a relationship. Trust is another big one if you cant trust someone there can be no relationship. Communitcation is a third most important thing as well. Always have the communication doors open. If you dont communicate things can and will complicated. I have learned in my past expericence to learn to talk with one another. Sometimes it takes something really bad to happen in order to make the the communication work. And that really sucks, but once you have it, it is the best thing in the world. Keep love in your heart at all times no matter what the issue is.

Test Post... Yes You Heard me right

2004-09-11T16:02:00.000-07:00

Hi, This is your friendly neighborhood Phoenix, introducing the amazing Angel to the blogging world. This is her first time, so be gentle. Snoop around enjoy, but remember if you can't say anything nice... then this is the place... hehehehehe, (j/k) Enough said, test done.

Phoenix and Angel (since this is her blog)